Delusional

Well, since I've turned down the job, I've started having regrets. I feel like I should have taken a chance and accepted the position. In an attempt to make myself feel better about the whole thing or purely out of mental instability, I've convinced myself that this company is going to call me tomorrow and offer me a salary I can't resist. Ragged has assured me this isn't going to happen, but I'm not so sure. I have a feeling that they will. I planted a seed of hope in the manager and with my friend who works there that if offered more money I would take the position. They are having difficulty filling the position and what's a few more thousand dollars. I'm worth it!